Identity Crisis

Those of you who have followed my mutterings in the past will have noticed that, in the last few months, my blog theme has changed over and over again.

You'll also notice my output has dropped from little, to none.

These things are closely related to the state of my life at the moment.

I've suddenly realised that, at 39, I still don't know very much about who I am or what I should be doing with my life. I guess it's past time for me to make my mind up.

And of course, those who know me will also know that this post is a pretty good sign that my "Black Dog" is currently in control which makes everything (including getting my arse out of bed every day) difficult.

I heard a podcast from someone called Wanda Wisdom where she described how, during a bad relationship, she wound up living 'a small life' doing little more than a stale routine each and every day. That's how I feel right now.

So I've destroyed the old postings, picked yet another new template, and made this post.

It could be a fresh start or this could be me shrinking my 'small life' a little more, I don't know just yet.

Thanks to everyone who read my blog in the past and special thanks to all of you people out here in cyberspace who made me feel welcome and became (I hope) good friends.